Do you sometimes feel as if everything pounces on you all at once? Do you ever think that bad things await you to be at your most weak for them to drag you down?
I like to think I have a strong threshold for pain. Physical and mental. But the more I ponder the more I start to wonder, perhaps I have just developed a numbness. An ability not to feel pain in the moment; but to pile it onto my back, carrying it until the very brink when it all becomes to heavy and I fall to the ground.